It's the Christmas seasons now. To be frank, Christmas isn't my favourite seasons in the past, probably because I don't really get all hyped up for Santa. However, as age builds up on this mind and body of mine, I kinda grow to like Christmas.
The beautiful Christmas lightings and decorations you can see everywhere,
the melodious Christmas carols you can hear everywhere, the unexpected Christmas presents that you are expecting (ironic, yeah), the unique Christmas feel that you can just experience everywhere. It somehow gives me a sense of warmth and familiarity, and I really like the feeling.
Many things had gone through my mind over the past week. Connecting with myself, asking myself, "What kind of person do I aim to become?"
Someone called me desperate. And subconsciously, I might actually be desperate (Despite however desperate I may act, I'm not. If only you understand me well enough) . Desperate for a good morning text from my love, desperate to share all my happiness and sadness with my love, desperate to just hold her hands and give her the warmest hug of all times. Well, let's just let natural take its course, till then.
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