its the bonding that keeps all of us to be dependent on one and other.
i was late for bout 2mins in for the first 2H01 tutorial,
when i walked in the classroom, i just scouted for a seat.
and one corner caught my eye, so there i went,
sitting alone in a corner, with others all in groups.
i didnt mummer a word throughout the tut, just smiled abit here and there.
i just didnt feel like talking, unlike last year, i was already mixing around at this point of time.
"quiet" is the word selene goh use to describe me.
"emo" is the word my new classmate use to describe me.
suprisingly and interestingly, those words will never be associated with me.
dont believe? ask people from o4.
this new class is great, nice people and stuffs, totally no complains.
but, BUT it just feels out of place, it just feels god damn weird and strange.
im thinking, this is really unbecoming of me. its totally not me.
maybe, its just when i step into the classroom,
i expect to see familiar faces and hear recognizable voices.
but now, its different yeah. it maybe because the time we spend together as a clique can be more than the time we actually see our family.
we may be too used to each other subconsiously. thus, this feeling is like, you know, switching into a new family?
having a new father, a new sister and etc.
i really need time to adapt.
we are certainly the simplest and yet the most complicated bunch.
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