here i am, once again, waiting.

 i found myself being different since i've been in this relationship. i never knew this part of myself, until recently. strange enough, this hidden part of me did not surface during my past two relationships. well, i guess this might be because it's you, just you but not everyone else. just you who gave me this special feel i've never felt before. before that was just "like", and now, you've taught me how to love. 

thank you, the special you. 

i've changed to be more emotional towards small little stuffs that concerns you.

i've never realised i could be so concerned about someone outside my family circle. it's to the extent, even when you sneeze, i'll treat you like a patient who has contracted some terminal disease.

i've never realised my mood would fluctuate just because of you, replying me at a slightly slower speed. 

i never knew i can actually miss someone that badly.

these are just the few things i observed about myself. there are plenty more. 

haha, this is yet another random post. no one will read it anyway.